
Yes I've been a bad blogger.
I've been busy. Not with anything in particular, just life. I seem to always be taking care of everything. I have all of these grand plans to get "creative" and they just don't come to fruition.
It's tough really.
There's this "artist" inside of me yelling out at the top of her lungs...."Grab that paint brush. Pick up that pencil! Do something!!!" But instead I find myself cleaning, cooking, fixing, scrubbing, folding......etc. It just never stops!
So this week I decided that I needed to crave out a small space just for me.
When we built this home I was so burnt out by the whole process that I did not put in the plans an "art room".
We had just moved back from our tour in California. All of our things were in storage.
(Military storage, I had no access to anything I owned.)
We were living in a two bedroom apartment with just our beds and a love seat when we found land and a builder.
I had no idea that for one year I would have to live out of our suit cases. Yes, it was stressful.
In the end it was worth it. (You can look back at the house here on my blog.) It's our last home.
So why didn't I put in a room just for me?
Well....there are some battles we fight and then there are others that we just don't even try to win.
I rationalized that one day the boys would move out and I'd take over one of their rooms.
And when James joined the Army I thought, "Here's my chance!"
But I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
(The thought of changing his room just broke my heart.)
So anyways....
So there is this little space, at the top of the stairs, where I have placed a desk.
It's tiny. No space for any supplies. Just the desk.
But near by in the hall way, directly across from the desk, is a small linen closet.
I got busy....cleaned out a shelf. Bought some very cool clear storage baskets at Target (I found them in the bathroom isle.)
I put all of my "art" supplies in them.
Carted them upstairs.
Put all of my colored pencils in some cute McCoy pots.
And found my papers.
So a small space,but I think for now it will be fine.
This summer I'm gonna force myself to NOT ignore my inner voice anymore and get back to my roots.
So please forgive me as I continue this process of change.
I'm still finding it rather hard to get back into stamping.
And I'm not sure where this process will take my blog.
Art...illustrating...coloring...knitting...life...?
It's a journey.